Something in my last post made me realize that I have not mentioned the the person that has made all this possible. For without her, without her strength, I would not be able to travel half way around the world for any amount of time.
My wife is that strength. We draw on each other for our strength and committment to do the right thing. She has made this process easier to tackle. When I first considered applying for this job, she was somewhat concerned and apprehensive but we did not feel it necessary to discuss since I had not heard anything. After the initial e-mail from KBR, we have discussed it in detail. We both have reservations about me accepting the position, but the PROs far outweigh the CONs. Most of the burden will lie on Nora since she will continue to take care of the kids, clean the house, do the laundry, make dinner, pay the bills, etc. all by herself. Oh sure, Michael will help. But Nora knows that it's her responsibility. And she accepts it without reservation.
She brightens my day with a smile and warms me when she laughs.......I mean REALLY laughs, not just chuckles. I love to look into her eyes and see our future,..... growing old together...watching our children grow, and learn, and sharing as much as we can together.
I will miss cooking together, dancing, hugging, being silly, having pillow fights, cuddling, seeing her laugh, going to the movies, barbecueing, tickling, chasing, garage sale diving and the list goes on.
I love her with all my heart. It is already starting to ache from the anticipation of being gone. But one day this will be behind us and we will be able to enjoy life with fewer distractions. I cannot wait for that time to come.
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